I don’t know why I still bother sometimes. I feel like I get no respect and this relationship has really turned to a one sided relationship. There has been little to no effort on your part. If you feel that you would rather spend your nights getting drunk off your fucking ass and to try to hide it from me, then what trust can I have in you? If this is what you want, then by all means do it. I deserve better than this. I don’t deserve the treatment I’m getting from you. I make sacrifices for you, but get nothing in return. I feel used. I feel nothing but utterly pain. But do you recognize that? No. There’s no recognition or signs to show you care. You can say I love you all you want, but what exactly have you done to prove it? The only thing you’ve done it’s complain, get drunk off your ass, and hide shit from me. I’m tired of constantly trying to feel nothing. You belittle me, you make me feel dumb, but most of all you make me hate myself. And you don’t even care.